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I've decided im going to go back to trying to learn how to develop and make games, i have already gotten back to making an old project by the name of "Heartbeat"
I was discouraged but then i came to a conclusion
You can download it here on my site the beta.
Any way i stopped and became less passionate about it after getting some rather.... dickish criticisms. Basically people saying things like
- You're wasting your time, survival horror is done to death
- You learning as you go? It's not going to be great
- Leave game development to people who KNOW what they are doing
- Even if you do come through with this, you expect people are going to play it?
Why the fuck should these assholes get to dictate and tell me what i should and shouldn't be passionate about?
I've been a gamer my entire life, video games make me happy, they provide me with joy and entertainment, some games have gotten me through some rough times. I don't need the shitty "can't do" attitudes of pessimistic "realists"
If I want to do this, i fucking will.
I want to make games that provide
- A great user/player experience
- Contribute to entertainment
- Boost the Indie Game Market
- Make people want to play it over and over again
- Make some say they had a good time with the game
- Impress people
I think i have the right to pursue a passion if its something i enjoy doing.
Update Time!
So it's been since 2015 since i had last written an update, and reasons for that
After my last entry, the job i had worked at prior, which was a Janitorial position set at graveyard, which i worked for 2 years before moving with my girlfriend and her family to Idaho to start fresh because the town where i use to live, despite missing it greatly, as well as my close friends and family, didnt have alot of job opportunity or basic needs care, and it was time to move on. I especially just didnt want to deal with theb night job anymore primarily beccause well
The hours of 9:30 Pm to 5am were just wreaking hell on me and my ability to function wh
Time for a small update!
Hello everyone!
I just wanted to make a journal entry regarding my previous update. I did get to go to Idaho with my (now considers me her closest, best friend, and her family considers me a part of hers now)
I got to visit her old hometown, known as Rexburg in Idaho, I also checked out Idaho Falls.
I got some cool Video, and some neat pictures, i will be uploading those pictures and the video i will link.
Look out for updates!
Long time, No Write I suppose.
I've been active on Deviant art, however i haven't really submitted much in the ways of actual content, primarily due to me really lacking much to begin with. But i can upload certain things i've posted to facebook.
So what all has happened? Well I got a more, decent job than what i had before. I had broken my right hand on a Monday, well not really so much a break, but more of a boxers fracture, i had fractured my right hand the fracture went into the joint and it took a while to heal, especially when we found out through lab work that i had a Vitamin D deficiency, which i had been treated for through supplements. However due to me being in
Rest in Peace, Mr. Satoru Iwata
I'm writing this Journal entry to mourn and express my sorrow and condolences regarding the recent passing of Mr. Satoru Iwata.
I respected Mr Iwata deeply, i thought he was a very nice, funny, respectable man. He provided some great games, fun memories and he brought me joy especially during my bouts of depression.
I express my condolences to his family, nintendo and everyone else.
I love nintendo and their products and i will surely miss him.
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